Mind in bad shape (Khari hates you Golden Dawn members) Bast Temple cancelled?

Correction of retraction (June 7, 2025 : As you read this post, please remember that I suffered a health crisis last year, and easily misunderstand comments on occasion. While my plans for Day C, courses for Khari's occult shop, and pagan church are still on, now that Khari understands my urgent need to have community around me, I am leaving this post up as evidence of the sorry state of my mind after the events of 2024. LVX. 

Retraction of previous announcements (June 5, 2025): Day C Golden Dawn Outer and Inner events are cancelled. 

Reason: Morgan does not want to work with Golden Dawn, whether Hermetic, Thelemic, Egyptian, or otherwise, because Khari does not want to--and she assumes he feels the same way. Therefore, Khari made a $100,000 business decision for Morgan . . . without asking him about economic realities of the local market, or the assets that we already had. Therefore, Morgan will not own an independent occult shop, or write classes. 

Khari wants a comfortable life without him having emotions, or dealing with his family drama, or coping with the stresses of the past Golden Dawn and Thelemic power games.

And Khari always gets wants she wants. Even if she has to resort to secret black magick to get her way. Yeah, she's that person. Ask me why I have no functioning business or lodge.

Bottom line: There is a long list of people that are forever banned from my place of business (aka my residence) by Khari--some I have not been informed of (yes, she bans people without telling me, nice, right?)--that I can never do business with.

That list now includes Hermetic Golden Dawn, Thelema, Satanists, and all my ex-wives. 

Remember that Khari is a public school teacher, and I have to look like a moron to make her happy at all times. 

Ask me why I tried to commit a Norse Sacrifice last year. I dare you.

Sorry, but I will not be a Golden Dawn officer ever again because Khari says so. 
Location: 2727 Cook St, Denver, CO 80205, USA

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